Day 2 of my "detox"

Today has been a bit better than yesterday. I haven't exercised at all though, but have been running errands, so maybe that will have burn some calories. I have had 3 bottles of water, 1 cup of tea, a side salad(20) and a parfait (150.) Purged after eating though. I knew that taking those laxatives yesterday wasn't going to be pleasant, but my body feels so empty now, and I love it. I get weighed in tomorrow. *Insert happy dance here*
I feel confident that I've lost. I've had to of. I've barely eaten a thing and been "emptying" out my body like crazy. I am already appreciating the lovely comments from people and my new followers. Just take note that most of my posts will be shorter than normal because I don't want anyone to link my two blogs together. Then my world would come crashing down.
I'm thinking that starting tomorrow, I may try the HSGD. I'm not sure yet. Mainly because that many calories scare the shit out of me. I am one of those girls that would be totally content on living off of 200 calories or less a day.
But the recovery part of me won't allow that. Like I said in my first post, there is a big part of me that wants to be over this, that wants recovery, but a bigger part that loves having Ana in my life. What can I say? It's a catch 22. Went shopping today. Depressing like always. I hate it. But with it being so "warm," I need to find more clothes to fit the weather. Plus to hide that I am losing weight. Sigh. Hiding. Secrets. That's all this disease is. Oh well, I hope you all are doing well. Stay skinny.
xx